Gong Hay Fat Choy!!

Happy Monkey Chinese New Years=)!!

*big smile*...yay! mmmm. Time for some real food. *stomach grumbles* *drools*

Hope you all have a great CNY's.

Merry be-lated Christmas to all! Well, me and my family had Christmas din din with Angela's family. She's jon's lovely girlfriend. Her parents cooked a lot of good good mmmm...food. Soy sauce chicken, shrimp, fish, different kinds of yummy chinese dishes. Played some mah-jong and some weird simpson's game where you can become one of the main characters and walk around springfield and kick people till they fall to the ground wailing their arms. You can drive a hot mobile and cruise around running over people. Very intuhresting. Had a fun time playing cranium. Yep first time. Good practice before i start playing with the elaine crew,ooooo. Tony, angela's brother showed us this 20min comedian act from his computer which was hooked up to the tv, by the one and only, Pablo Francisco, VERY FUNNY.hee. I wish i had a link to show you guys. But i'm sure you guys are tech-smart to search for his work on-line. ^_^ If you can get onto xanga you can find his work.

Yesterday, we finally as a family visited our relatives in NY. Angela also came with us for the first time.....somethin serious, huh?!*wink wink*. We ate a lot and shopped around. Oh yea, Toto also came with us. He actually did pretty well. Panted a lot but was able to get some shut eye. Only stopped once on the way there and back. Yes, he was a good boi..very pleased. Oh yea! hee...One of my NEW guppies in my NEW sweet fish tank had babies. Started friday night. I named the first one nemo because there was only one in the tank. Well, I actually thought Nemo was the only one that survived because there was only one. I thought pregnant fishies spit out tons at a time and since i didn't see the second, third or fourth well i was happy to see at least one. But then there was two, then three then four. So yea, i stayed up late that night watching the mother pop out babies. Very cute. Oh yea, i decided to call them all nemo's.

I hope everyone had a nice Christmas and that everyone continues to have a good relaxing time throughout their break. And make sure to eat mucho amounts of food:)

Please pray for dennis, me and our family. Dennis just had an accident after church friday(20th). Turning left at the intersection, i believe cromwell bridge road, he was hit by two oncoming cars. Wayne had some scratches but then dennis had deep scratches from his seatbelt. His left neck was badly scratched and his lower waste on right and left sides were badly scratched up. It's been a really tiring emotional rollercoaster for me and i'm sure for dennis also. Trying to convince my dad to not yell at dennis, trying to keep everything calm between dennis and my dad and my dad and i, sticking up for dennis, i shed many tears and just tried looking and staying tough(which was kind of hard). Just tryingn to be the strong, caring, nurturing sister. I do like taking care of dennis. I do. The relationship that we have with our dad, well, it's NOT the greatest but we definitely try to cherish the good times as much as we can. It's not the best feeling when we often fear our dad because of his many accusations, bitterness, being very unreasonable and being yelled at for doing nothing wrong and saying hurtful low things..and of course so much more. Don't get me wrong, i do love my dad and he does have a good side to him. He does. But then he has an awful side of him that haunts us. It's like how could you treat your kids like that. I've learned to soften my heart towards him past many many years. I've learned to change the way i see things where it wouldn't bother me at all. I'm like..."uuh, okay dad..uh huh..okie",because the things or the way he talks to me and dennis, it's not right. I've been sticking up for my own self and my brothers since i was young. It may be a surprise to them, but it's true.  And through those experiences i've been hurt even more. It has given me more strength and courage to go on. But then i can't stay 100% hard core strong kim. My dad has a way with breaking the tough barrier. He has a way of making me cry. I've had a really horrible relationship with my dad as i was growing up. Yes, things have gotten so much better through the past many years but he's hard to change. He's changed in many ways and that we are glad. But, being the person that he is, he's set in his old ways. Ways that would definitely not be glorifying to God. He is not a christain and so many times i wish he was. Being a christian definitely helps, it definitely reminds me of what kind of person i should be. I do thank god so much for being by my side every step of the way. By dad is not planning to help us in this situation but only if we really really need guidance. he is not planning to buy another car so we have to come up with money to buy a new car(being taht we are poor college students, this is going to be tough), meaning working a lot more, don't spend much money, we have to figure out transportation because dennis will be sharing my car. Even when school starts. Dennis is thinking of staying at his friends place because he has some friends that go to the same school. Probably a week at this guys place another week at another guys place.I don't know. We'll see. It's hard to survive with only having one car for both of us. It is. I have no clue what i've been talking about. I do, but it's all moosh(if that made any sense). I'm a bit tired and just bleh. It just been a really long day. I thank the guys for being there for us and staying the whole time that we were there. Thanks sooo much for your prayers. We definitely need them. I don't expect all that i have said to make any sense. But uh, please pray for us if you can. thanks.

hee..cute site. 1st row 5th one down^_^  http://www.chikinramen.com/exercise/exercise43.swf

It was so hard to pry myself away from thanksgiving break. It was hard to step back onto school grounds let alone drive up to U of B. *sigh*. It's definitely been a relaxing vacation, doing almost nothing but hanging out with friends and playing. Not much usage of brain cells. Now it is back to writing papers, staying up late and soon to take final exams. I so dread final exam week where we all have to cram our simple small minds with plethora amount of insignificant data. Definitely not excited. BUT! i am excited when i'm actually on my winter break. Skiing with friends and visiting with Dan and whoever that wants to come along to spend time with our lovely sister Les in New York for a month..hee..okie okie...for a week or so? Come along! We all can walk the streets of New York hand in hand! I mean...uuuh...watch a musical or something..go shopping...go check out time square..oooo! fun! fun!

So yea, let us know if you would like to join us and maybe we can work something out.*patiently waiting for winter break*^_^

oh yea. So glad for the guys who went on that road trip to MI. Glad you guys had an awesome..memorable time. There's always winter break guys sooo no sad^_^